In reading this, please keep in mind...I am trying to understand what it is and why it is, the murder of my brother 'Kevin", still goes unsolved. I wonder should I be actively searching for this answer myself? What if I wanted closer to this case in hopes to find some type of releif , lift or to release this thing that happens to me every year at this time ? To only be thinking of my suffering , when the man who loved and protected me , suffered a horrific death, giving his life for mine, to be so selfish and such a bitch...do I deserve the answers? Do I deserve to have the hair on the back of my neck stop raising up when this day draws near and I am not realizing the date just yet. Is it wrong to want this fear I have , this horrifc fear to go away forever...do I have the right to that choice when my brother 'Kevin' didn't?
WHEN SOMEONE YOU loved
MURDERS SOMEONE THAT YOU LOVE?
WHAT DO YOU DO WITH THIS?
A man, 7 years older then I, became my boyfriend and fiance at 15. I was a good girl. I was not a tramp. I had no experience sexually. Growing up with my mother who, being very strict, administered dicipline in such a way that would land anyone in jail , in this day and age.
it's late ..to be continued...
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